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November 23rd, 2005
10:10 am - Poezelz0r zegt miauw!
Last weekend Tom got a car, first we went for testrides in two different ones. Anyways, one was old and creaky, but the other one was much better, it's a red Fiat 600. :o
PE was exhausting. :(
But I got my schoolphotos! And they don't even look bad. Hurray.
Also, this Saturday the Fiat will have its (or should I say her? :P) first mission: pick up Myrthe! She's coming over for the weekend.
In other news, ( Moppie is still cute. )
And I'm waiting 'till it's time to go to school, listening to King Diamond in mean time. :)
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February 10th, 2005
05:43 pm - Oh no, Arie's journal is friends only!
Yes, that's right. Uncool as this thing is I just had to make it friends only! Just comment to be added, because you will be added (almost) unconditionally.
♥ Arie
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03:59 pm
Yesterday.
There were speeches in the Mandela Hall at school about profiles everybody wanted to go see. Except me, I've had them last year. So yeah. :o
We find the classroom nearly empty, twice. During German, it's Arie and Tessa (and about five guys somewhere in the back) laughing their asses off at nothing and showing v/d Boorn, the teacher, pictures in planners. A picture of me and Tom. He asks me "are you the one on the left or on the right?"
Even he thinks we make a good couple :o
During Religion, me, Rick and Thijs. And ms Limborgh goes: "Would you all like some candy?" and she gave us lots of candy. o_o; Yes.
After school, I went to Tom's, had dinner there, and he brought me home at 9:30. My parents were really pissed off with me because I didn't call about dinner and I was so late and yeah. And they, as always, preached.
Moppie caught two more mice and I actually feel proud of her =D
Today.
Lots of tests. -_-; They shoved some of the classes around, resulting in the last hour being non-existant. Which meant I was off an hour early. Which meant I had to wait for an hour in the tunnel for Tom.
But as soon as he moved within sight, I couldn't stop smiling.
Crazy crazy crazy.
We went to the mall near my home, and gazed at CD's and had a drink and some other stuff. We would've gone to my house and had dinner, if it wasn't for my parents who would amputate my legs as soon as they'd see I brought Tom home on a weekday. They have this brilliant rule saying I can only see him during the weekend. We have yet to keep it. xD
This weekend will be amazing. Defenitely.
I'm having dinner with Tom both on Saturday and Sunday.
Excited. Looking forward.
Andandand then I have a week off school. =)
Love. ♥
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: U2 - walk on through
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February 8th, 2005
03:58 pm
During the second break, I showed Ralinka and Michelle a picture of me and Tom. They went all "aw! you make a cute couple. you go together so well" and I couldn't stop smiling.
Some people are really wonderful.
Our cat caught a mouse. :o
I'm actually proud of our Moppie.
Whee.
<3
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February 7th, 2005
06:01 pm
I don't know who it is who tells Tom some of the things I write, but you must really hate me. Great, and I just thought people were nice. Who the hell are you?
Tom says:
I met you...and now I love you more than anyone in this whole universe can imagine.
Jesus. MUTUAL.
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03:21 pm
Today has been awful.
I'm quite tired from the weekend (it's strange how you can express an emotional bond through physical interaction, but it sure does work), and couldn't follow any of the lessons.
I'm not used to incapacity when it comes to following the lessons.
We got some grammar in Dutch and I didn't get it. That made me feel really down, there is no such thing in my world as me not understanding Dutch grammar.
In art, everybody had disappeared.
Lisanne said she dreamt I was tattooing wings on everybody's arms in the lunchroom. I dig as much.
I wonder why my dad is preparing dinner at this time. o_o
Food doesn't take three hours to prepare and we never eat before six, really.
Weird.
Tom is going to take me out for dinner for Single Awareness Day, and therefore I should get some tidy clothes. Pants that aren't falling apart at the bottom, maybe. Tom said he is going to go all dressed up, with tie and all. And that it would suck if I didn't. -_-
Hence, I should go shopping for something.
They moved PE from the 3rd and 4th hour on Wednesday to the 1st and 2nd hour on Tuesday. This pisses me off. They never move PE around AND we get it when I'm still half-alseep. How do they ever expect me to get a nice grade?! And my knee still hurts, too. I use it too much. I'm pissed.
Tra la la.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Still standing
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February 6th, 2005
01:01 pm
Did the groceries real early yesterday morning.
Everybody was still asleep when we got back.
Then I went to Tom's and stood there all day. <3
He gave me the longsleeve he was wearing before he went out with the guys.
And I slept amazingly well. :D
The traditional weekly Myrthe phonecall is dead. I think we haven't done it for three weeks now. =/
Going to Tom's again in an hour or so.
So no phonecalling at all this weekend.
The old posse is alive...!
Ipek invited me to a party in the upcoming holidays (just a week away), and Merel and Amanda should be coming as well. I'm looking forward to it.
I think my holidays are going to be a busy time.
Tom, Myrthe, posse. Hm-hmm. x)
All your base are belong to us.
Current Mood: sleepy
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February 4th, 2005
02:26 pm
When a dream comes to the surface
And you know you're not asleep
Pictures come crawling through the cracks in your eyes
A mind is hard to keep
The wah-voice (also known as godverdomme- or duckies are sweet-voice) is fun to use during class. Especially when being immature together with Miriam. :o
She likes it a lot.
We asked ms Estrada if she knew Schnappi, the little crocodile. And she goes: "I want to make the little crocodile DEAD" and then makes pow-pow-pow noises (and gestures) for a minute or two. I think she doesn't like him that much. =o
She let tutor drop so we could all go home an hour early. So I started applauding and cheering, and the entire class joined me. Wahey.
Tom is coming down right after he finishes his job for today.
I get all happy and shy just thinking of that. ^^
And did you know it's weekend?!
Yippeeeeee...
♥
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February 3rd, 2005
01:56 pm
Mr Sikkes actually liked the emotions I drew.
I talked to a stranger girl in the lunchroom because everybody else had gone.
Whee, or something.
Music.
Music is love. <3
Current Music: Nothing else matters - Metallica
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February 2nd, 2005
09:22 pm
( Gotta lovelovelove. )
Can't wait till Friday. Will see him then. :D Happyexcitedwhoot.
I don't feel bad anymore. ^_^ Or at least not right now.
I was supposed to go see him today (although I would have gone too shy to talk about the things we talked about on the phone just now), but my dad started shouting as soon as I asked.
Cozy families are fun to be in.
Cheers.
<3
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03:38 pm
It turns out there is a girl who reads my journal and knows Tom.
And who told him things.
I'd like to know who it is.
This will not influence the way we anything.
I'm not going to be angry at you.
You helped me make my choice.
I'll break a beautiful heart and hope I wasn't as special as he always said I was.
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February 1st, 2005
02:29 pm
Last night was a glorious night for self hate.
My favourite people in the world hurting because I something.
The best solution always being something I don't really want.
Truly great.
I'm still sick and blah and school is annoying me. -_- It went by too slow. And I had to talk in front of class in History, about what changed for the Jews after the second world war. My mind went blank and my face went red.
I got a 46% in Economics while I thought I did well.
It's all so fucking GREAT.
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January 31st, 2005
03:52 pm
After many complaints, my parents let me go have dinner at Tom's anyways.
It was disgustingly cute, the food he made was lovely and and and everything.
Back to today.
There was a power breakdown this morning. I was upstairs putting on my shoes, when suddenly, the lights go off and everything. And my dad yells "ARIE, DID YOU TOUCH SOMETHING...?" Seriosly. Fuck off. My mom is in the shower with water and electric things and those never result into power breakdowns. Oh no. But I did it, dad, sure.
At school I heard the entire city's power circuit had broken down.
Mr Broers liked the book report and letter we had to write in Dutch today, and he liked them a lot. And I liked that a lot and awww. :D
Break, Michelle, Mieke, Suzanne Schavemaker and me talked about bras and how embarassing it can be to have to try them on at the shop. Very nice.
I got a 90% on the contrast thing for Art. Happy me.
Ms Limborgh seemed honoured and impressed that I remembered something she told in front of class about a year ago; that she was nearly hit by a truck and saw images from her life flash by. Nothing extraordinairy, I guess. But we were talking about it again today and I reminded her and whee, or something.
Things seem to be going quite well.
Indeed.
Wahey.
-shuts up now-
Maestro - music!
<3
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January 30th, 2005
02:04 pm
Tom and I went to the movies in Amsterdam yesterday.
The Incredibles.
Snow was falling when we walked back.
Things were beautiful.
We almost fell asleep on eachother's shoulders on the train back.
Awfully adorable, indeed.
The evening, we met outside the supermarket in the Huesmolen.
There was a drunk woman there, laughing and talking to me.
I waited and she said she was 43 and in love madly.
Watched a movie at his place.
Lost my virginity.
(so long, angel of Holland)
I shall safe you from the details.
But let me warn you, you're not missing that much.
Except the extreme loving gentleness I received afterwards.
(Then again, that just depends on the person.)
I am incredibly tired now, and even sick.
What the hell. It's almost unfair.
He was going to make me dinner tonight, but my parents want me home tonight. My father's mother's brother's son's daughter (I think) is visiting us. She's so vivid for her age it's scary.
And
Enough rant, back to the homework I've been neglecting.
<3
Current Mood: exhausted
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January 28th, 2005
10:54 pm
This is going to be a long post, since a lot of things happened recently.
Thursday, Tom came down to fix something about our computer. He saw my LJ and the words 'due to'. Which, I believe, really upset him. He was afraid I wrote a lot of bad things about him. -_- Which I don't. I don't. Right? I don't even think anything bad of him.
The same night, he and my brother and Erik took me down to Manifesto. Music. And I swear I saw Lisanne - girl from my class and probably Eefje's best friend - behind the window for a moment. She laughed and waved and I looked confused. xD
Today - crap in school. Tiring crap. Spanish test, I had to go fetch mr Peters for ms Estrada and he wasn't in his office and blahh.
Met up with Tom after school, again, and we talked things through. Now he knows a lot of things I never meant for him to know, but - that's the way it goes. I couldn't stand lying to him anyways. -_-
He confused me, though. He kept saying certain things and I felt so guilty. It actually got me thinking he wanted to dump me. Which he has all right to, I was being really dishonest while I know he hates nothing as much as dishonest people.
Gah. Sometimes I really do hate myself. -_-
We had dinner at his place, and "watched a movie". Shame on me, but I actually enjoyed that.
I felt safe and loved and so on. <)
Seeing Tom again tomorrow.
I merely care I'm left no time for myself.
Tom, if you're reading this, please realize I trusted you not to.
Meow.
Love and stuff.
<3333
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: none
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January 26th, 2005
03:56 pm
Joshua's birthday.
Laughing in math because we used the calculators as telephones and we're immature.
Break outside with Eefje and the guys <3
Eefje and Han being disgustingly cute.
Smiling at the window Homie-P broke once upon a time called 'spring'.
Little time to update due to Tom.
Love you, people.
<3
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January 25th, 2005
03:29 pm
IT SNOWED AGAIN!
It was out there when I woke up, and it actually lasted through the day
Breakfast.
Dad's being pretty damn angry, because internet isn't working and he thinks I did that. Right, like I'd break something I spent four hours a day with, you idiot. He refuses to accept that Norton is just being shitty.
Norton ON: no internet connection
Norton OFF: connection available
Never believe me, dad :)
A bunch of fuckheads laughed at me when I fell with my bike. People are so nice and not retarted at all!
They were the same guys who always spit at girls like me because they're so friendly.
Lunch.
Michelle and Mieke are telling me off for having two boyfriends. I'm deceiving one and cheating on the other and I feel like shit about it already, so they were so kind as to rub it in.
There's a microphone dangling from the ceiling of the lunchroom, it's been there for as long as I can remember. I feel like shouting "when the dawn breaks, I can feel the heath of the sun rising" or something else random at it.
We had a history test and I probably failed it, just like last year.
We started the whole convection stream thing in Geography, last year it actually intrugued me, I think it's doing it again. This might actually be interesting, as we are watching lots of videos we didn't get to watch last year.
In Hisotry, ms Tilburg left the classroom and there was somebody out behind the bike stalls, the Gentlemen were teasing him or her or whatever it was to throw snowballs in though the window. They kept missing, untill one actually came in and it went all the way to the other side of the classroom xD I must admit, they have good aim. They hit Wouter. Han and I were laughing our asses off because we're mean. :D
I feel sick.
Current Mood: moody
Current Music: NONE :o!
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January 24th, 2005
02:45 pm
IT SNOWED. YES IT DID.
We were in art class when it happened. Joshua, Han and I stopped working to stare out the one gigantic window. When mr Sikkes made us get back to work, Miriam and I just pointed at it and went all "soooo pretty" in childish voices. Because we're cool. Really.
Joshua: "Sir, can't we go home early?"
Sikkes: "No."
Joshua: "But you don't see this everyday."
Sikkes: "Not anymore. I grew up with this weather."
Arie: "Ohh! NOSTALGY. Let's all go outside and play..."
Didn't work. Whimper, whimper.
I don't have my timetables for this week!
Yes, that's how wise it is to miss just ONE day of class at Oscar Romero. -_-;
Saturday, joking, I hit Tom over the shoulder and said "STOP THAT!" when we were all talking about smoking again. And now he has! That's fucking insane. He hasn't touched his shag since.
My brother was sweet. He was worried about me. That's a new one!
Muha.
<3
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: I, Claudius (mother watching DVD)
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January 23rd, 2005
04:27 pm
And another update.
Because I'm bored.
Tom came over for my brother.
And something involving DVDs.
Exchanging looks and all that.
According to Tommyboy, his bed smells of me.
And my cardigan and shirt smell of him, yes.
Why is all this sickeningly sweet?
I don't need to know his occupation, his name, or his eyes.
And we dream of the rain falling outside.
If we met out there, we wouldn't recognize eachother.
Enough false poetry.
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Claudius (TV-series)
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11:09 am
( Blof - Opstand )
Okay Arie, stop posting lyrics nobody really understand now even if you feel a lot like them.
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: sandwich, still reading poems. -hates-
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